The Only Thing Left

I’m trapped

I’m in love and I’m trapped in a town

with the person I love and a town I don’t care about

I want to be in love with a town and trapped with a person I don’t care about

I want to not be trapped at all

I want I want I want I want I
Fucking desire

I want to be free from this

I don’t want to be free from you

I don’t want to be without you

but I can’t be here anymore

the tv buzz is making me crazy

the anthem has already played

the programming won’t start again for me

I want you and I want away

I want away with you, but not away with you

We set a plan

we put it in motion

we righted and righted the ship

as it listed

we hit our target, but we weren’t clear enough

how could we be

how could we aim for sand when we didn’t know there’d be rocks

How could we have known the potential

I set my sights as high as I could see

but a trailer park isn’t large and seeing beyond it is hard

Fuck, We hit our goals, but we set too low

What do I do with the next 30 years?

I sure as shit can’t keep doing this.