it takes surprisingly little to change everything in your world

there is the idea of perspective

that you see things from your own skewed point of view

it builds inside you and your world adjusts to you and your whims

if my hair started to grow on my body twice as fast and twice as long

perhaps nobody else in the world would notice

maybe my suffering wife

but I'd notice

and it would bother me that something has changed

perhaps I'd be afraid of what it could mean

but then again its only hair and 

perhaps

that is normal

now that I think of it, 

I do recall

old people saying their hair grows rough in and on ears and in noses and at seemingly random

yet

if today 

my hair grew twice as thick

or a different color

or stopped growing at all

nothing in this world that I can imagine

will have changed in any meaningful way

but I would have changed

I am both interconnected with and 

independent from reality

saying the grass is always greener 

is saying that your reality desires more

and so it deserves more

and if you go to that more and it isn't there

don't give up and think 

I guess its all the same

instead keep looking

forever maybe

looking is fun too

and it keeps you from thinking

about why this hair will not stop growing